I have no time.

I have no time for everything. My dad stoles me my computer, so I can't write as much as then...but that's okay. I hope you will understand me.

I have a new mobile c:

So. I have some news about ginger and dave. With ginger...it's OK. I can't pretend anything than a normal friendship... But the problem is dave. I'm not angry or jealous anymore, really. The problem is Frida. Dave is making fool of her... I'm sick for her... Poor Frida...
But, if we have to say it at all, she isn't a saint. Well. They are together since... December? Yes. Only 3 months and she pretend a Tiffany's ring, but it must costs more than 40 dollars or she will never be happy.

She is rich, but Dave not.

Can I hate them?

Probably yes,but maybe not.

I'm talking about my best friends. Today I passed my day with them, and it was perfect. We had fun, and Dave didn't talk about Frida, only sometimes but bad... I accepted the fact that they are in love, it's not my problem, he is always the same, a girl can't change him, right?
Ellie was...sad? She is in her period, I understand her.

Ginger is texting with Simon, the guy of my last post. I hate her.

Bey is in love.

With you, and all your little things.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH no, just joking.

I'm so happy, becuase finally the boy I'm in love with from september texted me!
He is so cute and funny, and I hope he likes me too, I'll be so happy.
I don't want to tell him about my love, but... I will.

In this last three days I had lot of fun, I talked with some classmates I never talked to, and they are so funny! I love them!

Nothing.

bye.

good, hate school!

Yes, you understood!
No, I don't hate school like institution, but I hate it for teachers and people.
That's the fact: on the next three days we are free at school, not everyone, who wants can continue with normal lessons, but in alternative you can do something else, labs, clubs...so I decided to join the Music club, but NO! My maths' teacher decided to do a test tomorrow. I hate her.

Her and Ginger. Oh yes, always Ginger. I fuckin hate her. You can't understand, really.
She loves to stole my friends and ruin all my relationships.

I think I'll kill her.

interesting? AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA nothing.

What I did today?
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NOTHING.

Life is so boring when you are sick. Oh, silly fever.

I realized that I talk about me, and my life, but I never talked about myself.

Here you are a short presentation of me:
My name is Abbey and actually I'm 15. My birthday is in June.
I have dark blond hair and really cute blue eyes.
My nature? I'm cynical and ironic, I hate being sweet.

That's all.

She is like a princess.

I have fever. I'm fucking sick.

OK, It doesn't matter.
Here the problem is Frave (Frida+Dave). Always the same fucking problem.
Two years ago she wrote a post on facebook saying about a joke she did him.
It was a stupid joke, and I understood that when he realized it was a joke, he started to kiss her. OK.

But then I read the comments. 'Dave: I LOVE YOU FRIDA.'

My heart. BOOM. With a stupid comment he broked my little heart.
I felt hurt. It's so fuckin' orrible.

So I talked with him. My intentions were to insult him, to say him everything what I feel. but I didn't.
He have this incredible power to make people feel at ease, and it's pretty good for him. Only this can save him.

What else? I wanted to talk with Frida, and I discovered why he thinks she is beautiful.
She is like a princess. She is delicate, never swear. Exactly the opposite of me.
I swear, always. I love getting drunk, alcool.
She acts like a real GIRL.

everything is going bad.

Why? What a silly question.
I talked with Dave, and he thinks I'm angry with him, but I'm not.
I'm a stupid girl, a selfish silly girl. But, what can I do?
He was my first crusch, but we prefered to keep quiet, and it was the best/worst decision I ever made.
But it's okay, now we are best friends, but when I think of an engaged Dave, I feel hurt and betrayed.
But who I am to prevent their story? None.

I feel so selfish.

And now Hiya says that I'm not her best friend.

I wanna die.